30 November 2008
30 November 2008, Sunday
First and foremost, Happy Birthday Baby!
Promised to photo blog so here it's...
The ABC soup prepared by darling Zann
Birthday card from Nicole, Jasmine and Baby [Front]
Tracy by Baby [Second page]
Birthday words for me
Mont Blanc Present from Mr Eric
The outer Gift Box
The Gift Box
The Mont Blanc Protective Pouch
Here it's the Mont Blanc Wallet
The Bebe top Kelly bought for me
Stuffs that I've bought
Products from The Face Shop
Things that makes me happy
The first fake lashes that sis forced me to buy
My 21st Birthday Celebration by KQB
N She's my dearest daughter, Qin
=D
The nail colours I bought the face shop
The fragrance I bought at FEP
Ear piece from RBS
Pen Joycelyn bought for us from HK
Finally the citibank credit card that I've been wanting for donkey years
I hope I'll luv myself more
21:37
29 November 2008
29 November 2008, Saturday Is Saturday again n m back to my own branch, yeppies! Joycelyn bought us a pen from HK but was being taken away by EF. =( Gotta go and haunt for it back. Open up the drawer and saw a ear piece gave by the management, pretty nice. The only thing that drives me nut that is to check my mails. =(
Oh yah, who are you to beat up my mom? You china bitch. Your mom is shameless to giving birth to daughter like you, ill breed girl. Tell people that your mom is a lecturer I m certain nobody will believe.
I'll make sure I find someone to give you a good lecture. Watch out.
28 Novemeber 2008, Friday
After branch closed, quickly help out officers with their stuffs. Don't wanna work too late on Friday. Manage to leave around 7pm to meet up with Eric to Plush Bar. Guess I walked too slow, when I reached his workplace, they were already downstairs waiting for me. Feel a lil' embarrased. He passed me my belated birthday gift was a Mont Blanc wallet! Thanks lotta =D Well haven't been drinking for 57days n back to drinK. Still the same old me, couldn't hold beer. But at least m good last night. Just that I left my mobile in the cab. Glad that Eric called my mobile and the driver pick up the call. When the driver told him that I dropped my phone in his cab, he called my house. I was thinking who's the nut to call at that hour. Haha...
E: "Where's ur handphone?"
M: "Is inside the paper bag."
E: "No"
M: "Oh then is with you =)"
E: "No, do you know you drop your handphone inside the cab... .. ."
M: "Oh, I already lost so many handphone, it doesn't matter if I lost another one more"
E: "Since you said that, then is fine. All your messages will be gone"
M: "Seriously.. ."
E: "I was so nervous about it yet you can says that it doesn't matter... I asked if the driver can pass it to me but he says no. So you give the drive a call now and he's willing to send it back to you. But you've to pay for the taxi fare".
The driver took an hour to send it back to me, cuz he came up from tampines and the cabby fare cost me 35bucks =( But better than I've to spend maybe 20times the amount to buy a new phone eh?
Anyway, I hate to say sorrie. So m jux gonna say that m thankful to dear for calling my mobile, otherwise it might be picked up by someone else and never be found. But but but, my precious sister Zann m sincerely sorry that Eric called you at that hour. Gotta whack him up, he don't even save my house no on his mobile yet still asked me to apologise to you. Sorries darling! Oh yah, Eric asked me to give u a buzz so don't blame me for calling you 3am in the morning hor. He's afraid you'd worried 'bout me. =)
27 November 2008, Thursday
Knock off around 7pm, went FEP with Jacelyn. She's so nice to accompany me to do shopping. I bought miniature ralph lauren romance and baby dolls fragrances. I love the baby dolls scent so so so much. Bought a top and a cardigen and had my lashes nicely done by Emily staff. Emily went out of town. =(
Alright is end of Saturday work, knocking off soon. Later gonna send Zann parcel and drop by watson to grab daily use stuffs. N maybe to had my hair trimmed. If m online later at home, then most probably doing photo blog. Check it out!
Tomorrow gotta tidy and clean up the room, is in a huge mess cuz I bought lotta stuffs. Gotta find storage place, heh heh... N laundry =(
I hope I'll luv myself more
10:18
26 November 2008
26 November 2008, Wednesday
Though this morning left house slightly late, but m sure that m gonna reach branch on the dot. But who knows reached the bus stop, noticed that I left my wallet at home AGAIN. S long s I change bag, I'll definitely forget 'bout my wallet. Unlike the first time, my ez-link card wasn't in my bag. Left with choice but to run home and take. Took cabby to work these two days cost me 60 over bucks. =( Can I move over to the boyfriend place, cuz I'll only wake up early at his place. Well, not that he wakes me up. Just afraid that his parents need to use the bathroom.
25 November 2008, Tuesday
Was busy at work, didn't go for lunch and don't feel hungry either. Heavy load drives me nut. Went shopping with Jacelyn after our work. Bump into my pretties RMs. Market is bad they gotta stay back and make more phone calls. =(
We had Tomyam Soup for our dinner, yummilicious! Head to Mphosis to help jie*2 buy their uniform pant and the hangbag. Next headed to The Face Shop and guess what? We spent $368.65 heh*2. I swear I'll still try to save a lil' this month. = )
Chit chatted awhile outside Taka while waiting for her boyfriend to pick her up. Took train back, reached home 'bout mid night. =( Mummy told me that jie*2 accidentally scald her belly while she refilling my water bottle. Iyo yo ~ next time refilling water don't talk mah. You see you scalded your own belly. Hope it won't leave any scar.
I only slept at 3am+ this morning. =(
24 November 2008, Monday
Thanks for the lunch treat @ Harry's! =D
I hope I'll luv myself more
09:40
24 November 2008
23 November 2008, Sunday
Was being woke up by Mom near 9am. Went out with her to deposit her draft and accompanied her to work. Meet up with jie*2 @ JP to go town for shopping. Shopping with jie jie is definitely right, because she paid for all my small bills. Don't be deceived by my sis look, she could eat much more than me. So whatever she bought, I gotta eat half of it too. Thats the reason why m fat.
Jie*2 so cute, she wiped her face with tissue and had small lil' of it on her face. Wiped it off for her reminds me of him. The very first time I wiped his face when we had steamboat at his place. Had our dinner at my usual favourite restaurant, Sakura. Reminds me of that evening I bought Sakura dishes up to his office. But I guess he must be regretted to let me know where his office located at. This morning, tears just flow down the cheeks when the songs in my mp3 played those songs that he used to sing. I guess I miss him too much...
24 November 2008, Monday
Happy Birthday
I hope I'll luv myself more
09:30
21 November 2008
21 November 2008, Friday
- Friends please do not sms me in the middle of the night unless urgent. Was being woke up by Zann sms asking me 'bout the Ralph Lauren Polo T -.-" we're good sis but I've got to work when wake up my dear. N don't tell me that you're going to get one at 3 in the morning right?
- Mom simply piss me off this morning, nag NAG nAg. Just let it drip, it's not gonna float the whole house right?
- This afternoon don't 've to go out for lunch. Cuz Eileen bought us Chwee kueh and FM bought us BK. Thanks lotta!
- Rosie on one day leave, madness gotta help out with officers work. =(
- No matter what, together your will walk through all the obstacles. That what couples are meant for.
- Last evening called my brother and get to know that he's down with fever. Bought heabal tea up for him, hope he feels better today. Sis was trying my dresses and she said: "Last time when you was a lil' kiddo u kept asking why I always buy black colour top/pant/dress. But look one colour I see in your wardrobe now is Black too. =)
I hope I'll luv myself more
09:57
20 November 2008
20 November 2008
Supposedly meant to be a surprise for the boyfriend but someone actually told him 'bout my plan. Expected that he'd be mad over it and yes he was. I did promised him that I'll never give surprise to him but yet m not keeping my promises. I know is pointless to say anything and apologise now.
Babe, stand strong and be his pilliar. Together both of you will walk through all these obstacles. I'll pray for him.
Why does bread always fall buttered side down?
Thought 'd be meeting him this evening for dinner when he sounded so sure last night. Anyway, is good that we didn't meet up cuz I guess the feeling gonan be kinda awkward. =)
Probably this Saturday gotta help out mom with her stuffs. N gonna 've a good rest, cuz next week going to ORQ to cover for the entire week. =(
Tons of thought but just do not know how to put it in words.
I hope I'll luv myself more
09:27
19 November 2008
19 Novemeber 2008, Wednesday
Was told to cover ORQ for the entire next week. N Saturday (29th) I gotta be back to NAC for work. So sians ~ Can't swap duty with FM either. Because I gotta reserve this weekend for dear birthday celebration. FM on noon off today. M gonna be bored.
Wondering how's babe and her boyfriend. Text her also never reply. -.-" Just hope they're good now. She took a day off because of the loves one. That is e power of love.
Still coudn't make up my mind yet. Emi/Goodwood/Four Seasons?
1/10kgs?
I hope I'll luv myself more
12:02
18 November 2008
I said I'll call when m home, but I didn't. M I wrong to say that sometimes you said you'll call when home but you didn't as well? You got mad over this sentence and hung up the call? Whats wrong? Nothing, just priority? Then why added with Bye at the end of the sms?
I just got home an hour ago, showered and done with my laundry. Thought of calling you at a later time. Thats all. Sorry is not I wanna hear from you. Know that you been to drinking so m not gonna put it heart. Why always give in to you all the time. Are you worth? M unsure if you're worth me doing all these. But m sure that I love you lots. Yes you're right, we're very different in terms of age/characteristic/thinking. But does our age gap really mattters to you? Which couples thinking are the same? If both our characteristics are the same, then who's gonna give in?
You always have the first priority. I pushed away all the birthday celebration because I thought you'd celebrate for me. But didn't know that I've to ask for it. Yes you remembered my bdae n m alr contended. Thought you'd 've forgotten it. I no need you to do a make up for this. Cuz is different. N you don't owe me just a dinner. But a bak kut teh dinner @ central, a seafood dinner, a pizza dinner n whole lots more of dinner. U promised a dinner before 14 Oct 08 on the 11 Oct but again never fulfill. Is okay that your clients/staffs 've the first priority cuz I understand that you're in sales line. But dear, life's not all beer and skittles. M waiting for the day to come when you only drink twice a week.
So was Shawn fault for not accompanying you to get me a gift? Hahax... then I'll not scold him but bash him hard. Haa... =) Is okay for not celebrating for me, is okay for not buying me a gift. Just hope that we're good and we last.
I hope I'll luv myself more
10:52
18 Novemeber 2008
Received baby weird smses on Sunday noon.
B: "If you don't feel like coming to my birthday celebration then don't come. People always sms you nice nice yet you always give attitude"
M: "Which sms did I sent that makes you feel that m giving attitude?"
Explained myself why I didn't turn up for the K session that night.
B: "Don't know why Jas and frenz all give me shit"
M: "Whats wrong my baby? Care to share?"
B: "Stop calling me baby can or not? Share for what? Waste saliva only"
M: "If e reason that you wanna me turn up for your birthday celebration because you wanna take photo and make a puzzel then you should 've told me. In this case, I've no reason to reject the invitation.
B: "Anyway, jsut treat it as I siao just now. On that day you let me know again whether you coming or not."
This what she called good friend? Not even a birthday wish from her. -.-" Thats why m trying to avoid her. Out of the blue, bad mood vent her anger on me for what? N please you should know that e reason that m not going 'd be me being lazy to walk over to your blk. Not because I stingy wanna save the money okies? I already spent so much in you!
Went out to meet Zann at AMK. N as usual we had our dinner at NY. I ordered fishermen's calm chowder, wadges, calamari, orange juice. She ordered fish and chip and iced latte. N guess what? She prepared ... claimed by her is ABC Soup for me! My goodness... thumbs up! Oh... m glad that m giving frank comment cuz she said she'll try to make one for me every time we meet up. Thanks sis... I love you lots! So in the end, she packed home the fish and chip. Haa...
Went shopping around with her and she really aunty bought lots of stuffs from NTUC. Haha... =X No exception, walked back home with her and cabbed home.
Night mom came over and dear called. Unsure what I had said that dear hung up my call P.D.Q.
M: "Who called?"
Me: "My friend"
M: "A guy/lady?"
Me: "A guy"
M: "Is okay to chat in the phone"
M: "Your boyfriend? Good, if both of you gets along well then get married. Don't drag. But you must change your characteristic, cannot be so hot tempered. Must give in the the husband... "
M: "He works in the bank as well?"
Me: "No"
M: "He didn't know your birthday? You didn't tell him"
Me: "He's aware"
M: "Then he didn't celebrate for you on Sunday?"
Me: "No"
M: "Did he buy you a gift?"
Me: "No"
M: "Stingy guy"
Me: "No, he's not. He's busy with his work, thats why"
M: "I don't believe"
Why the mother wanna reminds me of my birthday when dear's not there celebrating with me? It just makes me feel sad.
Brother called, guess something wrong at home again. Sighs... vexed up. Should talk to the old man this evening. N I swear m gonna stare hard at the China Bitch = CB and the CBK
I hope I'll luv myself more
09:47
16 November 2008
16 November 2008, Sunday
Last night meet up with KQ to PM mac to 'celebrate' my birthday. Lil' Bernice joined us too. It had been ages since we last met up. =) Alright, so thoughtful of Kelly to brought candles for me and they lighted up on my fillet burger, hahas. Thank Bernice from leading the birthday song, girls appreciate it lots!
Bernice suggested heading to clubs and out of the blue I felt so much wanting to drink. But*3 KQ refused to go. So we end up @ Holland Ville Swensens, yes second round. Haa! Took cabby home and reached home 'bout 4am+ Slept at the living room as mom slept on my bed. Woke up @ 7.30am this morning, n m not tired at all. Even miss calls from you also brightened up my day.
Thanks colleagues for the surprise and celebration. The watch, the bag and the card. Thanks Kelly for buying me the first Bebe Top. Thanks sister for the seafood dinner treat! Thanks old man, mummy and brother for the red packets! Thanks Mitch, Ming Da, Kelly, Qin, Bernice, Jasmine, Zann, Doreen, Dear, Alfred, Li Ting and Valencia for the sms wishes.
Thanks Ming Da for the thought of wanting to celebrate for me. Whoever is your girlfriend will be very fortunate. Glad to 've know you as my friend. =)
Alright*2, gotta take a bath.
Waiting for his call...
I hope I'll luv myself more
20:43
15 November 2008
15 November 2008, Saturday
Is Saturday again n m feeling so great though I only 've 'bout 2hours slept this morning. =) Working with Rosie on Saturday had never felt stressful at all. Bought her breakfast and she bought for me too. Thanks!
Friday morning woke up late, was inside the cabby when EF texted that I've got to cover ORQ as Wati is on MC. Reached NAC to pick up my uniforms and took train to ORQ. Branch was so busy that I didn't went for lunch. Was being chased off by Jasmine guess EF called her and asked her to let me off so that I can be back at NAC 'round 6pm.
Reached branch verified the cash. N I saw a card and presents beside it. Omg, they celebrated my birthday for me. Oh dear, m seriously touched! N EF sang Happy Bdae to ZJL, Happy Bdae to you. Hees. Hmm.. post up the pic on Monday m on leave. Great!
Knocked off meet up with KQ to PM to Kofu to had my dinner. Wanna wait for mummy to knock off but she asked me be home early. Went to mac slacked awhile, Qin and me kept being bited by mosquitoes. So I was the one making noise that I wanna go home and take a shower. =)
Kinda sad, cuz thought that dear will want me to join him to Dragonfly for the November babies celebration party. ='( Went over to his place and I felt so happy when dear hugged me tightly in his arms. He had never hug me for so long. 151108 'll mark a special night for me with dear. =)
Morning woke up stole dear small towel to shower. Met his mom, greeted her. Hmm... she =) at me and switched on the bathroom light for me. Thx! Was packing my bag when dear hp alarm rang, first time that dear woke up and sent me out. I love his lil' nephew, he's simply so adorable. "Jie jie, jie jie" =D Reached office just in time.
Wonder who'll I choose to meet up later in the evening. KQ to have supper/Alfred n friends to St James/Baby n babes to sing K. Dear will 've the priority but unsure if he's meeting me.
I hope I'll luv myself more
09:11
12 November 2008
12 November 2008, Wednesday
Finally m back to my own branch, received a welcome message from CRO-Sabina. She looks simply glamorous with her hair curled. Envious**
Guess kinda suay, when m at ORQ auditors were there. When m back to NAC auditors are here. Kaos ~ N gotta do what we suppose to do but you know is tough especially for me. Cuz I haven't been practicing what we suppose and not suppose to do. Was being told off by EF why was the application form without another SRM to counter verify signature for me. Well... I might have photocopied before getting SRM to sign for me eh? Sighs... she's right gotta know my empowerment matrix well. Is important eh? But she's too tense up!
Dear away to Paris on his birthday makes me kinda headahce. Had been thinking for days whether to celebrate for him this Friday which is 10 days in advance or wait for him to be back most probably end of e month.
Vexed
I hope I'll luv myself more
09:39
11 November 2008
杨丞琳 new song - 在你怀里的微笑
可以吗 让我和你对调
希望换成你爱我爱的快要疯掉
知道吗 你对我多重要
只是现在的我们并不适合拥抱
爱随着风飘荡飘过了你
最终飘到天涯海角
把我困在这城堡 哪里也逃不了
我不要别人温柔的怀抱
听不见你的心跳
连我熟悉的味道 再也闻不到
我只要你喊我一次就好
从前亲密的暗号
多想再次亲耳听到
让我暂时的依靠
那是份张止痛药 很快会失效
你只要再哄我一次就好
让我可以很骄傲
记住我拥有过的好
记住在你怀里微笑
I hope I'll luv myself more
13:56
10 November 2008
10 November 2008, Monday
9 Nov was sister Zann 21st birthday, was invited to her house for the celebration but didn't go over cuz simply too lazy to travel from west to amk. Sis also do not want me to travel here and there so will be meeting her up on Tuesday after her class. Happy Birthday My Beloved Sister!
Was being woke up by bro-in-law he was vacuuming the house, aww... is there a soundless vacuum cleaner? Was online practicing backroom haas... until Kelly message me in msn says that she can meet me early this evening to 've dinner. Went to IMM to meet her but was 15mins late, so sorry! Had long john silver then head to the face shop. Saw a promo and sis was the first person came into my mind. Cuz she loves nail colour thought of getting the gift set for her as X'mas present. Make our way back to JP.
Came online when reached home. Then brother came and use the internet. I miss him badly okies? Haa... I miss him calling me "Bibi" and first time he called me "Meimei". Before he left he said "Don't wanna disturb you already" keep massaging my shoulders. Told him not to touch me, cuz he's stink lah. Just came back from drink then keep touching me. Haha...
Then joined him and sister in the kitchen for chit chat. They talked about the old man. Sighs... m speechless. Half way I went into my room and cried. It really hurts me to know that, I can't stop tearing.
You've done so many things that disappointed mom, and what right do you 've to said that to her? Yes yes yes... the house belongs to you, then don't take a single cent from her for any maintenance. Don't you think that you're unfit to be her husband? Don't you think that you're unfit to be our ***? Gambling, flirting around is all you good in. You're as good as nothing. I SERIOUSLY HATE YOU TO CORE!!! You hurt me way too much and now you said all those nasty words to upset mom. Who's there for you when your sons and daughters walk off? Think for yourself why we treated you this way. You don't deserve anyone of us to pity you. And I'll wanna you to knee down and beg mom for forgiveness just like how you begged me home. Don't say that m mean, m like this because of you. I changed because of you. If I find that CB is the one that you rent out the room, then you'll be sorry. M sure that I'll just give her a big tight slap and throw her luggage from the flat. I meant what I said.
Sister came into the room and said mom heated up some food and she brought it over for us. Asked if I wanna join them in the kitchen. I was tearing, sister was so stunned asked me what happened. She was speechless... sis is not good in words so she left me alone. I was crying very badly and I texted Zann and dear. No reply from both of them. But soon, Zann called. Half way chatting Dear called. Haa... thought he never call. Shared with them, m feeling whole lots better. Joined sis and mom for supper. Hees. Mom keep asking me to drink up the eh... lotus soup? But please is oily. Told her I wanna drink the herbal tea that sister brew. She nag nag nag at me. Haha.. miss my mom nagging. Nah, you should know that I never like soup with herbs added.
For those who I shared my problem with, don't be worry. M fine. Sorry to let you girls worried for me. Haa... =)
Mom nags me to sleep. Is 2.08am... seriously I can't sleep. I can't wait for Tuesday to come. Cuz that will be the day that m going back to NAC. N I miss Eileen Fong calling me ZJL! Haas. I miss FM reminding me FX report done? And what makes me looking forward to will be the early birthday celebration with Zann. I miss her badly. How nice she could be right beside me for me to cry on when m down.
I hate to be in this world to learn that...
Granny had a fall on Thursday and was hospitalized, discharge only this afternoon
Alfred ex gf mom was bedridden
Kenneath quarrelled with gf
Colleague son 2months old had a tumor in his brain
Colleague husband suffering final stage of cancer
Life's so unpredictable, so fragile.
M so fearful that I'll lose the dear one.
I love my family (except him), I love my friends and I love Mr Eric!
I hope baby meant her words that she'll come over and hold my hand to her house on her birthday. Hees...
I hope I'll luv myself more
01:47
08 November 2008
7 November 2008, Friday
Bump into Nicole on my way home, chatted with her a while as her friend waiting for her. Texted Kelly on her mobile asked if she wanna accompany me to Changi to scream out my anger. In the end as usu Kelly Qin and I we met up at JP Mc Cafe to had a drink. Both of 'em were vexed up by school projects. Head to PM after our drink. Slacked just a lil' while there. Bump into JJ, he really have the police look. Next we saw Kenny and gf. Kenny asked if I wanna be his exam model. He's looking for model for his upcoming highlighting exam. But he said that I gotta trim off 3inches of my hair length. I'm only willing to be his model if he allows me to maintain my hair length. Anyway, all e best to him.
I hope I'll luv myself more
01:15
07 November 2008
07 November 2008, Friday
After a long hectic week at ORQ I think I've many unhappy things to blog about.
Today was the day that I really look fwd to s m having off day. Finally I can have a good rest over the weekend. But look, today simply not my day.
Mistakes...
1. Wrong CC card no keyed
2. Non chg off loan
3. Wrong CC card no provides by customer adjustment shldn't be done by branch
4. End day missing voucher
5. And the sill ies-impossible mistake happened to me.
Remittance to BOA (Bank of America) debiting currency should be US never be in SGD. But why did I gave Ella the wrong instruction? Celine discovered the mistake, I got the new form and filled up all the infomation called Ella to get client to resign the application.
Me: "Ella there was a mistake wrongly wrote on the application form u submitted earlier on. Could you kindly get the client to resign the form for me?"
Ella: "No, the mistake was made by us, I'll sign for the alteration"
Working in the bank for the past one year, knowing that any alteration made especially amount is concern, client should counter sign for it. But Ella was so persistent that we shouldn't get the client to sign for our mistake. Felt unease to go for lunch until Ella came over to sign against the alterations. Came back from lunch, Fen*2 from LPO called and asked client to sign otherwise application will not be process. Informed Ella 'bout it, but she refused to get client to counter sign for the mistake. She liase with Fen*2 and Fen*2 asked her to drop an email to Soi*2 to seek approval. I do not 've the access to my lotus notes therefore I couldn't drop email to anyone. Checked with senior, senior asked me to check with officer. Asked Cindy, Cindy was so pissed off by Ella. She went over to Ella desk and told her off that she as a SRM should know how to fill up the application form on behalf of client. In the end I went up to get the client who happens to be our head of private banking. He was kind enough to help me counter sign all the alterations.
Ella cares too much 'bout her professionalism image. But did she think of the consequences if the funds is not gonna be remitted out this evening? So what client just came back from HK? Afterall we're colleagues why make my day so miserable?
N I made another mistake cuz of her approache again. Obviously is over the cut off time but I processed. She was aware that it should be process on Monday, but she just kept quiet and speak up only when I processed. Idiotic!
Staffs at ORQ are really demanding. One good example would be Paterson T.H. Anyway, I admit was my fault-choice of word is really important. [Reminds me of Joyce, OC collegues]. He filled up the entire application form himself but left the form un-sign.
Me: "... Mr Paterson I guess you forgotten to sign the SI form that you submitted this afternn.... "
He: "Is not me forgotten to sign the form, you should be held responsible to ensure that everything is in order. Anyway, I'll make my way there to sign the form"
I was left . . . speechless
And guess what? Loan non chg off was Mr Paterson txn!!!
M trying to say, though client might be mad when we make a mistake and wanna him to counter sign for our alteration. But at the end of the day, client will still sign for us. Because he knows that without his signature his instruction will not be processed. So Ella, whats the problem in assisting me?
I was told to cover ORQ till Monday. So Tuesday hopefully m gonna be back to NAC. At least NAC SRMs know what to do unlike those at ORQ.
Eileen Fong called in the evening. I do not know how to address her. Should I call her Fong jie like what e rest of 'em used to address her. Or should I call her Fong. Haha, though I really feels like calling her Eileen Fong but is rude. =) She called...
EF: "ZJL, what happened? I heard from ... that you encounter prob for loan txn"
Me: "Yepp, keep making mistakes for loan txn"
EF: "Sometimes u're unsure you just check with seniors over there... I called just to ask you not to be too worried.
Tearing in my heart
I really miss going back to NAC. I miss EF calling me ZJL! I finally know m really fortunate to be stationed there. Reason being I've EF to help me when I met unreasonable customer. I've Rosie there to cover my mistakes. I've FM there to keep me moving whenever m so stressed at work
Though we do lots of paper work at NAC cuz of EF request, I don't mind. She has her reason for asking us to all these. Supporting documents are very important when there's audit check. ORQ was caught for many missing documents. There is a document wrote "see email attached" but no attachment. Doris (Ops mgr) was laughing and crying at the same time.
Anyway, nice going out to other branches to relief. Cuz really learn lots of things. N never expect Cindy, Celine, Jasmine and Kim they're so patient with me. Cuz job scope at NAC and ORQ totally differ. Even our approval also gotta draft up an email stating all the details which are paragraphed. Unlike ORQ, a signature from TM on application form itself.
Alright enough of work stress blog entry.
Perhaps, he was right...
I do not know my job well
I hope I'll luv myself more
23:56
06 November 2008
6 November 2008
The feeling of reaching home this evening was slightly different. Sis was in the kitchen preparing some dessert drink for the family. She scooped one cup and left it on the dining table for me. For once I felt that at times she can be very motherly.
Was watching the variety show in the living room together with sis and family. It shows the seafood buffet @ M Hotel. At that moment, dear was the person on my mind. He promised me a seafood dinner wonder if he still remember. Sis said: "We'll go and try on your birthday". I was totally taken aback that she could still remember my birthday. She added on "Mom already took a day off on your 21st birthday." I was seriously touched.
Brought that lil' niece out to buy her stickers as promised. Ask her do activity books she exchanged conditions with me. -.-" Then head to mac, I ate one pack of fries when she was playing.
This evening finally went up to dear office and pick up my stuffs that he bought for me from Sydney. Heading to the e-lobby I bump into Eileen. She is always so well dressed up, asked her if he's still around. She nodded and left. Kinda miss her though we didn't really chat the first time we met.
Sis asked why the boyfriend bought so many goodies for me. I think so too, is heavy carrying in my hand. But I seriously appreciate it. Thanks!
Look he (MD) texted again. Guy you never know him. Well, just hope that thing turns out like what you had said.
I hope I'll luv myself more
23:15
03 November 2008
2 November 2008, Sunday
Meet up with KQ for dinner at Ajisen Ramen. My third time been to there and I always order the same dish. Went to shop for a pair of flat shoes cuz tomorrow going to ORQ to cover. Sighs, think of it make me feel more sians. Then went shopping around, end up I bought a top and a bottom. Argh... madness. Gotta cut down my shopping expense.
KQ came up, Qin taught me 'backroom' then she said: "Okay, m done... you do one time for me to see" She's my lecturer.
Just done with packing my bag. Tomorrow can't meet up with Gina to gym. Cuz might be meeting dear in the evening. Tuesday meeting Jas for dinner at PS, then gotta wait for Zann to end school at around 10pm. Can't go gym again. Looks like Wednesday is a MUST to go day. But my last day at ORQ gotta bring back my uniform etcs, heavy bag
Sighs.
Texted dear he didn't reply, is either he's still outside or already aslept. Haas.
Alright gotta sleep otherwise tomorrow won't be able to wake up. Gotta wake up early cuz the distance from Raffles MRT to ORQ is kinda far for me. Besides, I got a new pair of shoes it definitely gonna hurts me foot. So m gonna walk damn slow.
I miss my dear
I hope I'll luv myself more
00:43
02 November 2008
1 November 2008, Saturday
System was up at 'rnd 12.30. I left branch at 2pm, Rosie said that my large item report is not out yet. She seems to hint that I gotta stay. I asked if she wants me to wait for it to generate out. She said is okies, so I left.
Went down to mphosis to shop for bottom for Michelle birthday. Wanna get a MNG casual top for her to match. But I believe she definitely 've a few designs in her wardrobe. So end up didn't manage to get her a top. Gotta pass to Jas @ PS before she left her outlet at 4pm. Bought a card for her but didn't 've e time to write. Maybe drop it at her letterbox on the 4th.
2 November 2008, Sunday
Received Qin message 'rnd 8pm+ thought already mid night as I felt I already slept for very long. =) So s usual e 3 of us hang out at 24/7 again. I ate a set of fillet-o-fish, apple pie, mc flurry and 1/2 of deep fried chicken shared with 'em. Jialin*2, that's not the way to eat your 3 meals okies? No wonder I m always down with gastric pain, cuz I can don't eat the entire morning, afternoon but ate a lot at night. N thats, thats why m so F.A.T
Jialin*2, stop wasting money on cabby fare. Make an effort to wake up early and leave home earlier to get your breakfast before you reach branch. Munch it before you starts work. Had only soup for lunch, fruits for dinner. No more tibits, no more cookies please! Cuz mom, brother and friends said that you're F.A.T
Omg, is already 4:06AM... gotta try to catch some sleep. Gotta wake up in the morning to do my laundry, going to do my lashes and meeting Gina in the afternoon to gym. Back to track again okies? N of course, my favourite class - Bodypump. I wanna feel the cramp again. Haas. Oh, hopefully I'll remember to get a pair of flat shoes tomorrow evening s I left my heels at NAC.
Dear landed, I miss him asking Wru. I miss him saying be home safe yah. I miss his call in the middle of the night. I miss dd so much but afterall dear just miss his tiger beer over here, and he felt so homely after drinking a slip. =) Dear called and said probably he'll drop by my office on Monday. But sadly, m at ORQ. ORQ busy branch, doubt I've the time to meet dear for lunch. So maybe a dinner? =) Dear said he bought some candies for me. Wah... thought he might overlook. But looks... he didn't. Thanks!
Kelly said that lately they seldom hear me saying that m going to pub/club. Told 'em already m quitting. I meant my words okies? Kelly said, when the boyfriend is back... u gonna drink again. Haas. She knows me too well. Hees. Qin said wanna quit MJ... but played last night. And wanna play again tonight. Haas. Girls, though I mention lots 'bout Zhi Yi tonight.. but*3 u 2 will always be my close/best/good friends okies?
Guess Kelly pretty vexed 'bout my birthday celebration. Haha... don't bother okies? Told you girls just accompany me the night m contended. N can forget 'bout the presents cuz I wanna a big huge gigantic card filled with words. Words that you girls wanna tell me 10years ago. Haas. 10years of friendship, gonna be everlasting. If you (Kelly) really gonna drives us to changi vill for e nasi lemak, I guess that will definitely mark my 21st birthday an extremely memorable one.
Oh yah, Sabina texted "Mng ask anty to open the door for me first, 'll be reaching 'rnd 9.10am this morning" I finally know why she called me Mng = Mango (3 Mng tops that I always wore it to work. Starts to become lazy to dress up for work. Haa... )
4:59AM
I hope I'll luv myself more
03:58
01 November 2008
1 November 2008, Saturday
I hope the bank will get our current IT staffs replaced. Damn, so what month end they've to do maintenance etc? The system can't afford to be down like this everyday. Hell, by right should be a half day work, looks like I gotta work over time. Branch air con will be off by 1pm lor, piss off. I'm done with everything including packing my bag, m prepared to leave. Sighs.
I hope I'll luv myself more
12:09
1 November 2008, Saturday
Glad that Alfred called early of the night otherwise I would still be surfing the net. He was surprised that I was home cuz ytd was Halloween Day. Everyone dressed up hanging out at orchard/clubs. =) Good for him, went out with his friend to party unlike me. Received invitation by RM Krist customer Laura to Butter Factory. Her son is the boss of Butter Factory! I wish I could drop by but I was alone. Well, hopefully one day I'll get to know his son. =D
N he called in the middle of the night 'rnd 3am, shared with me how happening ytd night was. But looks, I sound sleepy. Hahas. Thought of accompanying him to chat while he walks home. But he asked me back to sleep. So p.s asked him to text me when home, but I didn't notice his sms. =) Gonna reply later when he wk up for school.
Omg, today's the 1Nov? Dear said he would be flying back from sydney on the 31st. Hmm... I hope he will call when he reached home.
Madness, gotta travel to pasir ris to Mitch Chalet. I don't mind if I can meet up with Valencia n Dear. But looks like it's very unlikely. Or should I just pass her birthday present to baby?
Always love Saturday duty, so relaxing. Sighs, Mon-Wed gotta cover ORQ not very nice to surf net. Cannot listen to my favourite FM 933. Cuz they serve all the general banking customers.
Did anyone sense the vibration when the thunder striked last night?
Anyway, thats not impt.
I feel like going over to dear place and give him a big hug, I miss him badly
I hope I'll luv myself more
09:22
